It is because God so
loved the world that He sent His Son to die for us! If we fail to see this
truth at the core of all His Being and doings, we will miss out!
One young man was missing out. Terrified at the prospect of
going to hell, he took a radical step. He forfeited everything he had by
becoming an Augustinian monk, convinced that this was the surest way to please
God and to merit salvation. However, even after this radical move, he remained
tortured by thoughts of hell, lacking any assurance of God’s love.
He subjected himself to the most extreme deprivations along
with four hours of daily confessions, but nothing relieved him. Finally, his
vicar advised him:
- Luther, all you need to do is to just love God!
To this, he bellowed back, “Love Him? I hate Him!” He later
wrote that He couldn’t love God, if he couldn’t be sure that God loved him back
and would receive him into heaven. However, years later, while preparing a
lesson on the Epistle to the Romans, Luther encountered a verse that would
change his life: “And the just shall live by faith” (Rom. 1:17). He suddenly
realized that he didn’t have to earn God’s love. Instead, it was there waiting
for him. He just needed to take it in faith.
Luther later wrote that it felt as if the gates of heaven
had opened for him. He was now enabled to trust that God loved him. Let me
guess what you’re now thinking:
·
This assurance of God’s love is miles away from
me. Sometimes I wonder whether this assurance is even possible for someone like
me who doubts and questions.
Certainly, there are many reasons to doubt and question.
While the Bible gives us many assurances that God is love, there are also a
number of verses that make it seem like His love is conditional and we have to
fulfill a set of impossible conditions. Take, for instance, Hebrews 12:14:
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Make every effort to live in peace with all men
and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord.
This verse, among others, is a doubt-producer. Here are some
of the doubts it might produce:
·
How holy must I be? It doesn’t seem that any of
my thoughts, motives or deeds are entirely
holy. They are all sin-infested.
·
Is there a certain level of holiness that I must
attain before I can be saved? This verse says that holiness is about me and my
performance and not God’s gift to me. That’s why it says “make every effort!”
·
Isn’t the Bible therefore a collection of
contradictions?
Can we truly be confident of the grace of God when these
questions remain unanswered? Not entirely! Consequently, I think that we need
to take a deeper look at Scripture.
Jesus’ actions didn’t
often look like love. He continually criticized His own disciples. At
times, it seemed that they couldn’t do anything right. He commended faith only
twice in Scripture, and on both occasions it was the faith of Gentiles – the
Canaanite woman (Matthew 15:28) and the Roman Centurion (Matthew 8:10) – never
of His disciples. He never told them anything like this:
·
You men are really first class. Choosing you was
the best thing that I had ever done. You’re such quick learners and, oh, so
spiritual!
Jesus never encouraged them – not exactly the way to win and
sustain a following! Rather than building their confidence in their heavenly
destiny, many of Jesus’ teaching served to undermine their confidence. However,
after His final discourse with His disciples, Jesus prayed to the Father. This
prayer illuminates a different perspective, a heavenly one! And this is as it
should be, because Jesus is no longer addressing His disciples but His Father:
·
"I have revealed you to those whom you gave
me out of the world. They were yours; you gave them to me and they have
obeyed your word. Now they know that everything you have given me comes
from you. For I gave them the words you gave me and they accepted them.
They knew with certainty that I came from you, and they believed
that you sent me.” (John 17:6-8)
Perhaps you’ve read these verses too often to notice their
transcendent perspective. These words do not represent Jesus’ usual words of
censure like “get behind me Satan” or “Could you men not keep watch with me for
one hour?" (Matthew 26:40).
Instead, Jesus words are other-worldly. About His fumbling
disciples Jesus prays, “they have obeyed your word…they accepted [the words You
gave me]. They knew with certainty that I came from you, and they believed that
you sent me.”
These words are astounding and perplexing. From our earthly
perspective, they didn’t even understand His Word, let alone obey His Word!
Just to illustrate this point, I will quote each one of their five preceding
statements. All of these words demonstrate their lack of understanding:
·
Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know
where you are going, so how can we know the way?" (John 14:5)
·
Philip said, "Lord, show us the Father and
that will be enough for us" (John 14:8), unaware that they had already
seen the Father in Jesus.
·
Then Judas (not Judas Iscariot) said, "But,
Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?"
(John 14:22)
·
Some of his disciples said to one another,
"What does he mean by saying, 'In a little while you will see me no more,
and then after a little while you will see me,' and 'Because I am going to the
Father'?" They kept asking, "What does he mean by 'a little while'?
We don't understand what he is saying." (John 16:17-18)
·
Then Jesus' disciples said, "Now you are
speaking clearly and without figures of speech. Now we can see that you know
all things and that you do not even need to have anyone ask you questions. This
makes us believe that you came from God" (John 16:29-30), but they were
just about ready to disown their faith
These ignorant statements weren’t unusual for the Apostles.
They often seemed clueless about their Master, and Jesus wasn’t hesitant to let
them know this. However, when Jesus talked to His Father, we perceive a
different perspective. From these heights, we are invited to view an entirely
different landscape, one through which we learn that the disciples “have kept
Your Word!” This is the gracious heavenly reality.
You might think that this distinction
between the earthly message and the heavenly one is just a weird anomaly.
However, this same distinction is found throughout Scripture. Let me just take
a few examples.
The prophet-for-hire
Balaam had also been granted a view from this same mountain-top. He had
been hired by the King of Moab, Balak, to curse Israel. However, God had warned
Balaam to say only what He would reveal to him. God had opened his eyes so that
he could penetrate the haze and see reality from the perspective of God. And
this is what he saw:
·
The oracle of one who hears the words of God,
who sees a vision from the Almighty, who falls prostrate, and whose eyes are
opened: "How beautiful are your tents, O Jacob, your dwelling places, O
Israel!” (Numbers 24:4-5)
·
"He has not observed iniquity in Jacob, nor
has He seen wickedness in Israel.
The LORD his God is with him, and the shout of a King is among them.” (Numbers
23:21)
There was probably little that was “beautiful” about Jacob’s
tents, especially after wandering 40 years in the desert. Balaam was beholding
a transcendent reality. Clearly, there was gross “iniquity in Jacob” and no
shortage of “wickedness in Israel,”
but this is not what God was seeing! He sees a different reality, a
transcendent one. He sees the end from the beginning. Jesus also saw His
Apostles in their glory, a glory where we are already seated in “the heavenly
realms in Christ Jesus” (Ephes. 2:6).
In the eyes of our Lord, our status is dramatically
transformed when we repent of our sins. When we do so, we are transported into
the kingdom of His beloved Son, where we sit “the heavenly realms in Christ
Jesus.” We become His vessels of glory.
Job had made many
rash indictments against God during his lengthy trial. However, God brought
damning charges against Job’s three
friends:
·
"I am angry with you and your two friends,
because you have not spoken of me what is right, as my servant Job has. So now
take seven bulls and seven rams and go to my servant Job and sacrifice a burnt
offering for yourselves. My servant Job will pray for you, and I will accept
his prayer and not deal with you according to your folly. You have not spoken
of me what is right, as my servant Job has." (Job 42:7-8)
This is peculiar for many reasons. For one thing, Job seemed
to have talked far worse of God than had his three friends. Second of all, God,
against the evidence to the contrary, said that Job had spoken correctly of Him! Clearly, this wasn’t
accurate, or was it? From God’s heavenly perspective, Job had just repented
twice of his rash words (Job 42:6; 40:4-5), and all had been forgiven. Job had
also been cleansed of all his unrighteousness (1 John 1:9), and that made all
the difference in the world!
There is the heavenly perspective that transcends the
temporal – all of our this-worldly failures and sins. God does not see as we
do. While He is not blind to the earthly, He sees a high and eternal reality,
one in which everything is wiped clean, where love and righteousness remove
from sight everything that makes us cringe in shame.
Lot lived in Sodom and willingly
partook in its life. When the two angels showed up to investigate Sodom’s sinfulness, Lot
hurriedly rushed them off to his home, hoping to dispatch them early in the
morning, without consequence to his town.
Every step of his life had been soiled by compromise. He
even got drunk and had sex with his two daughters. However, this isn’t the
final word about Lot. In the New Testament, we
find that, in God’s eyes, Lot was regarded in
an entirely different light, as “a righteous man” (2 Peter 2:7).
The Bible speaks of two distinct realities. According to the
first reality, we have fallen short of God’s standards (Rom. 3:23) and deserve
condemnation (Rom. 6:23). However, there is another reality that trumps the
first one. It is a reality where “Mercy triumphs over judgment!” according to
James 2:13. It is a reality where we are new creations in Christ – children of
the light, where any who call upon God shall be saved (Rom. 10:13)!
From a human
perspective, Abraham had been a spiritual failure. He continually doubted
God’s promises. Even after Yahweh appeared to him and promised that Sarah would
give birth to the promised son in the following year, Abraham once again wimped
out and passed off his beloved as his sister.
Consequently, the unknowing king grabbed Sarah for his
harem. However, before he could have sex with her, God struck the entire nation
of Gerar down with a disease. He then appeared to the king in a dream and
instructed him to return Sarah to her husband Abraham.
The
shocked king then confronted Abraham about his deception. Abraham admitted his
cowardice:
·
"I said to myself, 'There is surely no fear
of God in this place, and they will kill me because of my wife.' …And when God
had me wander from my father's household, I said to her, 'This is how you can
show your love to me: Everywhere we go, say of me, "He is my
brother." ' " (Genesis
20:11-13)
Abraham’s unfaithfulness had a long history.
In spite of this, when God had appeared to the king in his dream, He uttered
some of the most profound words in all Scripture:
·
Now return the man's wife, for he is a prophet,
and he will pray for you and you will live. But if you do not return
her, you may be sure that you and all yours will die." (Genesis 20:7)
Even
after Abraham had disgraced God so thoroughly, God remained faithful. Despite
his failings, Abraham remained His “prophet!” Besides this, the cowardly failure
Abraham would have to pray for the king!
The
king might have thought, “What kind of God is this that chooses such low-life
as prophets!” However, God’s love and protection for his failing prophet did
not falter.
God does not see as
we see. He sees us through gracious eyes. We often fear that we lack enough
faith to be saved. However, Hebrews 11 – it’s know as the “hall of fame of
faith” – gives us unbelievable portraits of exemplary faith. But if we read
closely, we will be shocked at what we read.
Hebrews tells us that by faith “Abraham was enabled to
become a father” (Heb. 11:11). However, it didn’t seem that he had much faith.
We are also told that “By faith [Moses] left Egypt, not fearing the
king's anger (Heb. 11:27). However, the
original account tells us that Moses did fear!
My favorite example of faith regards the
children of Israel:
·
By faith the people passed through the Red Sea as on dry land; but when the Egyptians tried to
do so, they were drowned. (Hebrews
11:29)
This is incredible! Israel was
anything but a model of faith. The original Exodus account tells us that they rebelled against Moses after they heard
the Egyptian chariots approaching!
From
an earthly perspective, Israel
was a sorry mess, but not from God’s
gracious perspective! Here’s a glimpse into His thinking:
·
But God demonstrates his own love for us in
this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since we have now been
justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God's wrath
through him! For if, when we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him
through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we
be saved through his life! (Romans
5:8-10)
God’s
logic is both illuminating and persuasive. If He was willing to pay the supreme
price for us, when we were yet sinners – His enemies – wouldn’t He protect His
investment now that we have been made His friends!
Perhaps an analogy might help. If you go to the junk-yard and purchase a decrepit Model-T Ford for an exorbitant price, and then spend the next several years restoring it to its original form, would you then discard it? Certainly not! You would now treasure it and do whatever you could to preserve it!
Perhaps an analogy might help. If you go to the junk-yard and purchase a decrepit Model-T Ford for an exorbitant price, and then spend the next several years restoring it to its original form, would you then discard it? Certainly not! You would now treasure it and do whatever you could to preserve it!
Our
Lord paid the price for all humanity. Consequently, any who come to Him, He
will in no way cast out (John 6:37). He even pursues those who refuse Him.
He pursued David, His King. David
deserved only the worst from God. God had given David everything, but this
didn’t satisfy David. He saw a woman he wanted, and he took her, even though
she was already married. If that wasn’t enough, he killed Bathsheba’s husband
to cover up his sin.
However,
God was not going to be mocked. Sin would require a price. Despite David’s many
prayer God took Bathsheba’s newborn. However, she conceived again, and David
named his child “Solomon,” in Hebrew, “Shlomo,” a form of “Shalom” meaning
peace. It seems that David was hoping that this child would spell peace between
him and God. But how could David expect anything good from such a sin-stained
relationship. However God had another name in mind:
·
Then David comforted his wife Bathsheba, and he
went to her and lay with her. She gave birth to a son, and they named him
Solomon. The Lord loved him; and
because the Lord loved him, he
sent word through Nathan the prophet to name him Jedidiah. (2 Samuel 12:24-25)
David
hadn’t been hopeful enough. Instead of Solomon being a peace child, he was
“Jedidiah” (“beloved of God”) in God’s eyes. From an earthly perspective, David
and his new wife didn’t deserve anything but punishment from God. However, He
heard David’s prayer, forgave his sin, and cleansed the entire relationship. On
top of this, out of all David’s sons, God chose Solomon to become the next king
of Israel.
Paul, having hardened his heart, was even His persecutor. Not only did he kill Christians, but He also forced them to blaspheme Jesus. I cannot think of anything worse. However, Paul explained:
·
Christ Jesus came into the world to save
sinners--of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was shown mercy so
that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited
patience as an example for those who would believe on him and receive eternal
life. (1 Tim. 1:15-16)
Paul served as an example of God’s readiness to extend His
forgiveness to anyone – to the worst of sinners. If God was willing to forgive
Paul, He was willing to forgive anyone
who would come to Him!
King Manasseh was a
prime example of God’s mercy. He was the worst of the worst. He reigned for
55 years in Jerusalem
and bathed the city with the blood of the righteous. Scripture informs us that
he was worse than the Canaanites. However, even Manasseh found the mercy of
God, when he repented of his sins (2 Chron. 33:10-13).
The meaning is clear. If God forgave and restored Manasseh,
the worst of the worst, He would certainly respond favorably to any who would call upon His name!
Let me again guess what you are thinking:
·
Well, you make salvation seem as if it’s
available to anyone who confesses their sins. But how about that verse you
cited before which says “pursue holiness without which shall no one see God?”
Well, the Book of Hebrews illustrates what it means to
pursue holiness through the example of Esau:
·
[See to it] lest there be any fornicator or
profane person like Esau, who for one morsel of food sold his birthright. For
you know that afterward, when he wanted to inherit the blessing, he was
rejected, for he found no place for repentance, though he sought it [the
blessing] diligently with tears. (Hebrews 12:16-17; NKJV)
Esau wasn’t rejected because of his sins – we are all
sinners. He was rejected because he was unwilling
to repent that he had sold his birthright for a bowl of soup, demonstrating
that he did not esteem the things of God. Although he wept over loosing his
father’s blessing, the things of God were mere foolishness to him.
How does God regard us? We lack the superlatives to answer
this question. Paul wrote of the love of God this way:
·
I pray that you, being rooted and established in
love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long
and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses
knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
(Ephes. 3:17-19)
God’s love for us is a love that “surpasses knowledge.” Why
then can’t we see this? Why does our God obscure this glorious reality, causing
us to walk in uncertainty? Perhaps we are not ready for the light. As Jesus
told His disciples, there were certain truths that would not yet be good for
them to see:
·
"I have much more to say to you, more than
you can now bear.” (John 16:12)
We too cannot bear to behold the beauty of the tents of Israel and
certainly not our own glory. I think that it was C.S. Lewis who said that if we
could see our glory, we’d worship each other.
However, sometimes He does open our eyes to glimpse this
transcendent reality. For example, Paul claims that for those who are being
saved, “we are…the [sweet] aroma of Christ” (2 Cor. 2:15). This is amazing to
us! How can we, with all of our spiritual warts, manifest as the aroma of
Christ!
However, we can’t handle this light in sustained doses. We
lack the mental maturity to assimilate this light in a profitable way. In the
midst of a life-threatening and bloody chain saw injury, I was lying in a pool
of blood, thinking that this breath would be my last. Suddenly, I realized that
I wasn’t alone. I was so overcome by the presence of God that I was in ecstasy.
I knew that even if I died, God would be there with me, and that I was totally
safe and loved by Him.
I was miraculously rescued and spent the next four days
recuperating in the hospital. On the second day, my surgeon warned that I would
have to exercise my half-cut-off wrist or lose its functionality. However,
after my divine encounter, I was convinced
that the God who had saved me was great enough to restore my hand without any
exercises. Well, I didn’t exercise it, and it wasn’t restored as it might have
been.
My theology – my understanding - did not measure up to what
God had revealed to me. I had wrongly thought that since God is omnipotent, I
didn’t have to do anything. Now I
understand that, although God is all-powerful, this doesn’t relieve me of my
earthly responsibilities.
Perhaps even after imbibing all of these verses, you are still
left with uncertainly about God’s love and your salvation. That’s certainly not
unusual. Sometimes, even the knowledge of the Word will not take us everywhere
we what to go, nor should it. God has not constructed our lives so that we
would make ourselves self-sufficient though wisdom. Instead, we are always to depend
upon lowly humble prayer – an acknowledgement that we and our wisdom are not
enough. We need His intervention.
And He will intervene! When we ask our Lord for assurance
about His love and our salvation, we ask according to His will and, therefore,
can be confident that He will answer.
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