We have labored to trust in ourselves, to inflate our
self-estimation and moral entitlement. In doing this, we have proudly exalted
ourselves above others and have alienated ourselves from them and even from
authentic self-acceptance. To maintain our inflated status, we have reacted
defensively and offensively in a state of perpetual warfare.
Where then can we find peace? From the most distasteful teaching
of Jesus:
- “So you also, when you have done all that you were commanded, say, 'We are unworthy servants; we have only done what was our duty.'" (Luke 17:10; ESV)
However, the belief that we are unworthy is the last thing
we want. It feels so humiliating that we can barely look at ourselves in the
mirror. Although we might realize that it is liberating to accept our
unworthiness and to relinquish the battle of trying to prove ourselves, it is
just too painful to endure.
But in order to face life, don't we need to believe in
ourselves? Not really! Instead, I have learned to believe in Christ - in His
love, forgiveness, and in His daily provisions.
As Jesus had promised, such a trust is liberating:
- "If you abide in my word, you are truly my disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free." (John 8:31-32)
Lacking this truth of Christ, I had been enslaved to
psychological demands that had been far more powerful than I. While they are
still embedded deep within, I can now look them in the face and laugh at them.
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