Bart Campolo, Tony Campolo’s son, had rejected the Christian
faith and currently works as a Humanist (atheist) Chaplain. Campolo explains
that his loss of faith was due to the fact that his prayers weren’t being
answered. He explains it that way:
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“Because once you start adjusting your theology
to match up to the reality you see in front of you, it’s an infinite [steady] progression
[to atheism]. So over the course of the next 30 years…my ability to believe in
a supernatural narrative or a God who intervenes and does anything died a death
of a thousand unanswered prayers”.
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“I passed through every stage of heresy. It starts
out with sovereignty goes, then biblical authority goes, then I’m a
universalist, now I’m marrying gay people. Pretty soon I don’t actually believe
Jesus actually rose from the dead in a bodily way.” https://www.premierchristianity.com/Blog/Bart-Campolo-says-progressive-Christians-turn-into-atheists.-Maybe-he-s-right
Campolo claimed that his reality didn’t match his
expectations for answered prayers. He termed this disappointment “as the
beginning of the end.”
However, many of us experience similar disappointments. How
then did Campolo become an atheist, when others did not? He chose to see
through the lens of his human eyes and not the lens of patience and faith.
Consequently, when this results-demanding criterion is applied consistently, it
is a slippery slope, eventually resulting in the denial that Jesus rose from
the dead. Why? Well, if we haven’t seen results like anyone rise from the dead,
why then should we believe that Jesus rose from the dead! Consequently, Campolo
predicted that 30-40% of all “Progressive Christians” will also become atheists
However, I cannot judge Campolo. My story had been similar.
I was trying to follow Christ the best I could. However, I became overwhelmed
with depression and panic attacks, and God refused to answer my prayers for
deliverance. I couldn’t understand why He was allowing me to suffer so. He
promised me His comfort, but it seemed that everyone else experienced more
comfort than I. He promised to love me, but I felt totally unloved, unlovable,
and utterly rejected. He promised that He would never leave me, but I felt
entirely abandoned. From my perspective, the Christian life was a huge fraud.
If I had a viable alternative, I would have jumped-ship, but
I didn’t have one. I had already tried out every promising option, and each had
all failed me. Either God would somehow come through, or I was finished.
His silence convinced me of either of two things. Either I
was so worthless that God wouldn’t waste His time with me, or God didn’t exist,
and everything that I had experienced of God was just a matter of
self-deception.
However, since I had nowhere else to turn, I began to read
the Psalms and found that the Psalmists had the same problems. This provided
some comfort, but I was confronted with a powerful doubt at the onset. Were the
Psalms truly inspired and “God-breathed” (2 Timothy 3:16), as were the rest of
the Scriptures. They represented such overflowing expressions of human
feelings. How could they possible be the Word of God?
However, Jesus clearly regarded the Psalms on equal footing with the rest of the Scriptures. After His resurrection, He appeared to His disciples who had been in hiding:
However, Jesus clearly regarded the Psalms on equal footing with the rest of the Scriptures. After His resurrection, He appeared to His disciples who had been in hiding:
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Then he said to them, “These are my words that I
spoke to you while I was still with you, that everything written about me in
the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled.” Then he
opened their minds to understand the Scriptures. (Luke 24:44-45)
Through many of Jesus’ quotations from the Psalms, He showed
that He regarded them as Scripture:
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Jesus said to them, “Have you never read in the
Scriptures: ‘The stone that the builders rejected has become the cornerstone;
this was the Lord’s doing, and it is marvelous in our eyes’?” (Matthew 21:42
quoting Psalm 118)
After this, Jesus asked the Pharisees a rhetorical question
about a Psalm that they regarded as Messianic to demonstrate the pre-existence
of the Messiah:
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“What do you think about the Christ? Whose son
is he?” They said to him, “The son of David.” He said to them, “How is it then
that David, in the Spirit, calls him Lord, saying, ‘The Lord said to my Lord,
“Sit at my right hand, until I put your enemies under your feet’?” (Matthew
22:42-44 quoting Psalm 110)
We also have the consistent testimony of the NT that the
Apostles regarded the Psalms, perhaps the most quoted Book in the Bible, as
inspired. I concluded that our Lord was able to weave the Psalmists’
outpourings of grief into a wholly Divine fabric.
I was now ready to take the Psalms seriously. I noticed that
David had complained:
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How long, O LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I take counsel in my
soul and have sorrow in my heart all the day? How long shall my enemy be
exalted over me? (Psalm 13:1-2)
This Psalm made me think - David had been the man “after
God’s own heart,” and yet he suffered such torment. His God had promised David
that He would never leave him, and that He would establish an everlasting
kingdom through his descendent. How then could David feel so forsaken? Clearly,
he had been praying to God, but God didn’t seem to be answering him, and it
wasn’t because He had rejected David. Perhaps He hadn’t rejected me?
Many of the Psalmists also complained that their suffering
didn’t match up with their glowing expectations based on God’s promises. This
was also true for His Chosen People, the Nation of Israel. The Psalmist Ethan reviewed God’s glorious promises
to King David:
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“I [God] will maintain my love to him [David]
forever, and my covenant with him will never fail…I will not violate my
covenant or alter what my lips have uttered…that his line will continue forever
and his throne endure before me like the sun; it will be established forever
like the moon, the faithful witness in the sky." (Psalm 89:28-37)
However, by the next verse, Ethan’s tone dramatically
changed. Now, he began to accuse God of unfaithfulness:
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But you have rejected, you have spurned, you
have been very angry with your anointed one. You have renounced the covenant
with your servant and have defiled his crown in the dust. You have broken
through all his walls and reduced his strongholds to ruins…O Lord, where is your
former great love, which in your faithfulness you swore to David? (Psalm
89:38-40)
According to Ethan, God had betrayed His people and had
reneged on His promises. Israel’s present degraded status failed to measure up
to what their God had promised them. Ethan seemed to be rejecting the faith of
his Father’s. Reality didn’t match to God’s promises and Ethan’s expectations
or with Campolo’s.
I was drawn into this perplexing drama. It seemed that I wasn’t alone. The Psalmists also felt betrayed by their God, who had failed to live up to His promises.
I was drawn into this perplexing drama. It seemed that I wasn’t alone. The Psalmists also felt betrayed by their God, who had failed to live up to His promises.
The Psalmist Asaph had also felt betrayed by God. It was
apparent to him that the arrogant enemies of God were living far better than
the righteous. He therefore complained:
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Surely in vain have I kept my heart pure; in
vain have I washed my hands in innocence. (Psalm 73:13)
According to Asaph, it had been a disappointment to serve
God. However, these Psalmists had been the exemplars of the faith, and they
were concluding that their faith had been a waste of time, just like Campolo.
Even the Messiah claimed that His Father had abandoned Him:
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Psalm 22:1 My God, my God, why have you forsaken
me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning?
However, we know that this abandonment had only been
temporary. By the end of the Psalm, He proclaimed that this “abandonment” had
not been the end of the story:
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For he has not despised or disdained the
suffering of the afflicted one; he has not hidden his face from him but has
listened to his cry for help. (Psalm 22:24)
Was there a lesson here for me? Perhaps I too had failed to
see the big picture. Perhaps I was suffering from myopia. Did the Psalmist
Ethan resolve His conflict with God? He simply concluded:
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Praise be to the LORD forever! Amen and Amen. (Psalm
89:52)
It doesn’t seem that Ethan was able to see the big picture –
that God would once again exalt His nation and show Himself faithful to His Covenant,
His promises to David. However, it does seem that he was willing to wait. However,
Campolo perceived a “viable” alternative to waiting. He was able to transition into
an atheistic chaplain, but fortunately, I perceived no other way of escape but
to wait.
Perhaps there was more to my suffering than what I was able
to see. Perhaps my Savior had secretly been loving me in the midst of my tears,
and even suffering along with me (Hebrews 4:15).
However, the Psalmist Asaph was subsequently blessed with a
revelation. He entered the Temple and was shown the big picture. He perceived
that the prospering of the arrogant and the suffering of the righteous were
only temporary. After this revelation, he gratefully proclaimed:
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I was senseless and ignorant; I was a brute
beast before you. Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You
guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory. Whom
have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh
and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion
forever. (Psalm 73:22-26)
Asaph had not been able to contemplate any possible
resolution for his conflict. The arrogant were prospering and the righteous
were suffering. However, he had been shown otherwise. He had been enabled to
see beyond his limited experiences and observations.
Perhaps also there was something that I was missing - a
purpose for my suffering as there had been for Asaph’s. Perhaps I was demanding
too much – an immediate understanding about what I was suffering.
Perhaps Campolo had been expecting too much and too soon
instead of walking by faith and not by sight (2 Cor. 5:7).
Why do some persevere and continue to look towards God, even
in their perplexity, while others leave? Meanwhile, I thank God for what I had
suffered. I liken myself to the Psalmist David who confessed:
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It was good for me to be afflicted so that I
might learn your decrees. The law from your mouth is more precious to me than
thousands of pieces of silver and gold. (Psalm 119:71-72)
We struggle with many disappointments, and are baffled that
our present situation is at such odds with the divinely promised joy and
victory over sin. The Psalms take us by the hand and guide us over what seems
to be the impassable chasm between our present disappointments and the promises
of God. They open our eyes to the big picture, the picture that had ultimately
restored the Psalmists to the praise of their God.
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