The Spirit often reinforces the lesson that I am
insufficient to deal with life’s challenges (2 Corinthians 3:5) and that,
without Him, I can do nothing (John 15:4-5). Instead, He often assures me that
He is my sufficiency:
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Oh, magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt
his name together! I sought the LORD, and he answered me and delivered me from
all my fears…When the righteous cry for help, the LORD hears and delivers them
out of all their troubles. The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves the
crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD
delivers him out of them all. (Psalm 34:3-4, 17-19)
I want to magnify the Lord. Once again, He has delivered me.
Repeatedly, He has shown me that I cannot even control my own anxious and
tormenting thoughts. I try everything but fail. It was only when I turned to
His Scriptures, specifically the Psalms, that the torment was swept away, like
the storm fleeing the driving winds. I had been broken and “crushed in spirit,”
but I was suddenly released. Once again, He proved that:
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If God is for us, who can be against us? He who
did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with
him graciously give us all things? (Romans 8:31-32)
However, the Spirit doesn’t work according to formula: if I
do “A,” He will do “B.” Or if I read Psalm 34, He will deliver me from my
tormenting thoughts, and for good reason. If He acts formulaically, I will
treat Him like a formula over whom I have control. Instead, it’s essentially
according to His will. Yes, there are
Biblical principles that I can follow, but these will never give me the control
that I’d like to have over my life. This is why Scripture advises us to wait
upon the Lord:
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For God alone my soul waits in silence; from him
comes my salvation…For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is
from him. (Psalm 62:1, 5)
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