Israel had just been defeated by the Canaanites at Ai, and
Joshua was deeply discouraged. Although
only 36 Israelites had lost their lives in this battle, it signaled the fact
that Israel was not invincible. This sent Joshua into a tail-spin. Why? God had
promised him:
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No one will be able to stand against you all the
days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never
leave you nor forsake you. (Josh. 1:5)
However, Ai seemed to make a mockery out of this promise. How
could Joshua ever trust in the Lord and His promises again? If God had let him
down once, why not again and again? No wonder Joshua was devastated and even
imagined that he had done something wrong by having the hubris to cross the
Jordan, believing that he would conquer the Promised Land.
However, Joshua’s problem was that he lacked an important
piece of the puzzle, and this lack prevented him from understanding the defeat.
God explained to Joshua that Israel had been defeated because they had sinned
by violating the command of God:
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The Lord said to Joshua, “Stand up! What are you
doing down on your face? Israel has
sinned; they have violated my covenant, which I commanded them to keep. They
have taken some of the devoted things; they have stolen, they have lied, they
have put them with their own possessions. That is why the Israelites cannot
stand against their enemies; they turn their backs and run because they have
been made liable to destruction. I will not be with you anymore unless you
destroy whatever among you is devoted to destruction. (Josh. 7:10-12)
Sin will interfere with receiving any of God’s promises. We
cannot expect the blessings of God if we reject the Word of God. Actually, it
was only one person – Achan – who had sinned, but his sin involved the entire
nation of Israel. We are our brother’s keeper, and whenever we allow unrepented
sin in our midst, we all suffer.
We too stand before the Lord, as Joshua had, in bewilderment
and discouragement. We have been given glorious promises as had Joshua. We are
promised that we are now new people in Christ, reborn and sanctified:
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Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new
creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. (2 Corinthians
5:17 ESV)
However, we do not see this in our lives. Instead, we see Ai
and defeat even after we have repented of all of our known sins. I always pray
for opportunities to love others. However, sometimes right after praying, I
rush to get into the line ahead of a woman, even if she only has a few items in
her shopping cart. Sin is so powerful that it even laughs at my prayers for
opportunities to show kindness to others. I can understand how Joshua felt
after Ai. However, he was rejuvenated after God had explained the reason for
Israel’s defeat. What explanation can the Bible possibly give us for our
repeated failures?
For one thing, we are still miles away from the Promised
Land, as John explained:
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Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we
will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like
him, because we shall see him as he is. (1 John 3:2)
Yet, even now, we are children of the Light, even if our
day-to-day experiences seem to preach that we are still in our sins. But is the
real me the ugly things I find inside myself? Not according to Paul! Instead,
he taught that what we find within are the remnants of sin, something we now
find abhorrent:
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So now it is no longer I who do it, but
sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is,
in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to
carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is
what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do
it, but sin that dwells within me. (Romans 7:17-20)
Notice that Paul made a distinction between the real Paul
and the indwelling sin. The real Paul wanted to honor the Lord but, because of
sin, lacks the ability.
You might argue that this description only describes the
Paul who had been under the law, and that we should now be doing better.
However, Paul also described this same conflict after he had received Jesus:
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Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from
this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I
myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of
sin. (Romans 7:24-25; Galatians 5:17)
The flesh, as opposed to the real me, continues to serve
sin. Although in Christ, he is now liberated from the domination of sin through its deceptiveness (Romans 7:11), he still
had to contend against the power of sin
lodged in the flesh.
This is now our struggle. While we want to remain faithful
to our Savior, we still struggle against the temptation and the power of sin,
but it’s no longer we who sin but the sin that dwells within. Consequently, the
real we are reborn into children of the Light.
How then should we regard the ugly and discouraging desires
we see within? They are no longer we. I reject them and disown them (Galatians
5:24), although I am still responsible for them. They are like a pit bull I
have on my leash. The dog is not me, but I am responsible if I allow it to bite
someone.
How do we explain this tension which has become our norm?
God hasn’t yet completed His work in our lives. He has merely made a beachhead:
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And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who
have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for
adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved.
Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? (Romans
8:23-24)
It is the power of sin in our lives that forces us to live
in dependence to our Savior – the very thing that He has intended. Jesus taught
His disciple that “without Me, you can do nothing” (John 15:4-5). Paul echoed
this truth:
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Not that we are sufficient in ourselves to claim
anything as coming from us, but our sufficiency is from God. (2 Corinthians 3:5)
It is our sins that teach us that our sufficiency is from
God. They continue to humble us, breaking us of self-confidence to teach us
God-confidence (2 Corinthians 1:8-9). Joshua had to learn that he could only
stand as he adhered to every word that
proceeds from the mouth of God (Deuteronomy 8:3; Joshua 1:8-9). The Ai of our
lives teaches us the same lesson.
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